I don’t know how to talk to people - I don’t know what to say.
It’s like I have all this great stuff in my head but when I open my mouth it all slips out before I can mold it into words and then I’m stuck there thinking Lord please let me be anywhere else.
This is why I don’t have many friends, I swear. I just don’t know what to say. So then I usually say things I think people are supposed to say and it sounds insincere because, well, it really is and I’m forgetting how to be real.
Honestly I know in my heart that I’m not being the best person I can be for myself or anybody else in my life right now. I am going to change that.